If I look up will I ever find a blue sky looking down at me?
The price of being human is something we're not used to pay
If a flower blooms I can bloom, a blossom of pain and disgust
You're not here
When you carve your words in my brain my heart bleeds, Will you ever love me?
I try to touch you with hopeless hands
Is this what we live for? An unpleasant sensation
Going down my throat and between my legs
You are laughing at my impatience
A scar slowly reopens and bleeds
Every Saturday in every hot december I think of your loss
Why are you indifferent to me?
I watch a movie that reminds me of you
There's gotta be a way to have you
When you carve your words in my brain my heart bleeds, Will you ever love me?
I try to touch you with hopeless hands
Is this what we live for? An unpleasant sensation
Going down my throat and between my legs
You are laughing at my impatience
Let's bound in one and be freer
This world is gonna kill us
