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Hey, you're not alone. I'll be here as long as you need me to, as long as you want me to.


Thank you.

Zakuro

a voice screaming out your name
surely it will not reach you my voice
but for now, I am okay
someday in my heart, you will..

tonight, too, I will dream a dream of you
beneath my pillow I placed your letter
my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted
always, at 4:30am I awaken in pain

the time is too long
the time is too painful
the dream will not stop
my love is frozen, dead
on this cold evening
so, in this long night

my conciousness is torn apart
becoming tiny pieces
my memories scattering
your ring I grasp it as tightly as I can
my tears soaking my pillow

like I cannot hear blocked up my ears
your voice..
the scar on my wrist
increasing once more
melting into the wound you

I am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes
I am broken my heart broken becoming ashes
I am broken I lost you I love you



life is SO FUCKING UNFAIR.

Unnamed

Here lay the remains of my coherence, ashes of my decency,
leftovers of my walls
Isolated, the reflection in the mirror,
In this empty room desire overflows
Dreaming

Alone, in this room I am waiting, trashing out a pretty butterfly,
bleeding out, turning into a broken doll
Now is being destroyed, past has been repeated, tomorrow will be blurred
My slashed heart slowly dies, crawling to oblivion

Alone, in this room I waited for so long, trashed out so many pretty butterflies
I bled out, I turned into a broken doll
It has been destroyed, it has been repeated, it is now blurred
My slashed heart dies slowly, crawling to oblivion

Hypnotized, I stare at the bloody sheets and floor
The smell of decomposition from what I loved and hated the most impregnates

Forever in sick love with my own suffering.



Koko de, ikkan no ato, tsujitsuma no nagori, teisai no nokorimono iru da
Koritsujita, kagami no kage wo mita
nani mo nai heya ni nozomi wo afuru
Yume mite iru da

Hitori de, kono heya ni matteiru, kireina chou wo kowaru
shukketsu suru, KUDAKETA DOORU ni natte iru
Ima ha kowaru, mukashi ha kurikaesu, ashita wa fumeryouna ni nare
Kirikizu kokoro ga yukkuri shinde iru, tamashii ga boukyaku ni mogurikomu

Hitori de, kono heya ni nagaku machikutaberimashita, takusan no kireina chou kowarimashita,
shukketsu suru, KUDAKETA DOORU ni narimashita
Ima ha kowarimashita, mukashi ha kurikaesshimashita, ashita wa fumeryouna ni narimashita
Kirikizu kokoro ga yukkuri shinde iru, tamashii ga boukyaku ni mogurikomu

Utsutorisaseru, chi no iro wo shite iru yuka to shiitsu wo mitsumete
Daisukina, daikiraina mono no fuhai nioi ha hirogaru

Eien ni jibun no kunou,
daraku shita kokoro ubawareru

Zomboid

Licked by the Nurse Cosplayer,
I can't hold it in, it's time to ejaculate
spattering slimy on to your face.

It only lasted five minutes but,
it was a pleasure, a trip, a trap, an S trip.
running gooey into your mouth.

The S&M Porno's of the 80's were my adolesence.
Midori, Eri, Ai, Jyun.
The blurred out bits got in the way, frustrated and pissed me off.

Now even I'm all grown up.
These days I've stopped just watching the videos,
now I go to specialty pervert shops.
I'm hot and horny for little Alpine Heidi.

At the small park in front of Shinjuku Gyoen
on the fourth floor of the Gotanda Building.
my eyes were opened anew, unable to look away.

It's too late to think that I can be Bisexual now,
so I rid myself of the thought.
Addicted to the male sexual organ. Licking up the goo.

Sweet my Honey

High Trance Play.




Gosh... How can you not love him?

Dreaming

I wish that embrace would've lasted forever. Your soft skin wrapping my shaking body... Together, in that bed, reading the letters.

I always long you, and I know I can never have you.
You think I'm just like the others.
I wish I could show you how wrong you are...

Kasumi

Please don't open the door again ¬¬












She's gonna kill me.

My love...

I hate when you wanna go faster, but I hate it even more when you're completely still.

Today

I've been missing you more than ever. Where are you, my dear friend?






You will keep missing these last days and regretting not having the time to enjoy it.








It slowly gets colder in here.

Hello world.

You realize there's something wrong when you hysterically stab a mango.

演技性人格障害

Sometimes, it's an accurate diagnosis.

We're all crazy, right?

Trastorno	Grado
Paranoide	ALTO
Esquizoide	MODERADO
Esquizotipico	MODERADO
Histrionico	ALTO
Antisocial	ALTO
Narcisista	MUY ALTO
Limite	MUY ALTO
Obsesivo	BAJO
Dependiente	MODERADO
Evitador	ALTO

Test de trastorno de la personalidad

It's not medicine anymore, it's fashion baby.