YOU

Because when you think "nothing can go wrong now", everything turned out to be absolutely craptastic. 

Ain't that the art of living?

Family trip fail

"I've found what I've been looking for all this time!" And 30 seconds later I realize how shitty this will be for me. Because you aren't mine, and because you won't be mine, EVER. Because we are apart, because you won't agree with my crazy dreams of a dramatic and complicated relationship, because I'm not in a position of demanding anything.
I just wish it was a love story, more than a mysterious game... Can we make this a love story, please?
Be my Prince Charming, I will be your Snow White. 
I wanna believe again. I wanna love you more than anything, I wanna feel I haven't been wasting my time looking for you. I wanna wait for too damn long months to hold you tight, to kiss you goodnight, to look at you in the eyes and tell you that your words make me happier than anyone ever did. If you just let me...
I fell like I'm obsessed with you now. I feel like there's something wrong with this. 
And I don't want to... I swear, I don't. I'm sorry.