Buying makes me happy.

I bought a sewing machine (which I had to go change twice now, tomorrow is gonna be the last day I see the delivery van in my life I hope, I really wanna start sewing my designs) a black mini skirt which I already tuned up lol, a very cool black and red striped cutsew with boat neck and an amazing cardigan also in black and red stripes.I'm very happy about it. SOMETIMES after the rain comes the rainbow.

that's the cutsew I mentioned

I tried rice noodles. They're amazing. And I sang Dir en grey's Shokubeni voice solo in a rehersal from UnderaiN and it felt SO GOOD!! I wish I had the ability to sing. I envy people who can sing, even if they sing like shit and their lyrics suck, because I would give up a kidney to have the luck of being able to vomit all this anger, this pain, these feelings I keep locked inside myself.